Recent feeling ...

What should I feel now??
Should I feel happy ??
NO !
I feel more stress :(
This is the first time I try hard ...
Then I get it ,but it makes me a tough ><
I start to afraid that coming day ¥_¥
I feel annoyed with your fake attitude
I feel bored with that fake praise
I will feel better if u r just keep ur mouth shut :)
Sometimes I hope that if I not work hard that time,
Maybe I will not face this problem now T______T
But It makes my families happy /.\
So sorry that what I wrote that,
I m sure that u r not understand.
I m just want to express my stressful feeling right now :)
I m feel better :D